A intentar dar lo mejor de mí !

¿Where are you? I swear that I'm searching for you, but I just can't find you. ¿When you're going to come? It's not that I'm hasty, but the glow it's really blowing out. A lifetime it's leaving between songs, phrases and movies. I wrap myself in the imagination, surrounded by nothing, ignorant people, insensitive people, empty places, a couple of disappointments, product of so much time waiting. God! I forgot to not expect things that really I did know that would never came out, for not being so disappointed after all, but yes, I've forgotten, as I always forgot about a lot of things too. Reality is reality, you see it or not, black or white, north or south, cancer or aids, here, there is no place for grey. I choose the realities that I want to see, I'm being honest, 4 walls, all painted in black, aged, a shower in wich one I freeze, an empty dinner (and not talking about food), a dirty kitchen and a electric oven that doesn't heat, as someone has said. I never like News really much, but my god! it's so disgusting when people also feeds them, and I it's sucks more when they're around you. I must being a little bit intolerant, all things feeds back into, and suddenly there's a leak, and it turns out in this, a stupid thing that no one will read, except myself. Or might never get over, maybe it just will keep going into my head, going round into circles, that will never stop. I just need something v i t a l, something that bites me on my head, that rocks my whole world and swells me with l i f e, with color, with shades, like a rollercoaster, those that you really don't wanna get down. I want the wind takes me, I want air that bits me, a sun that scorchs me, I need to f e e l .

Maybe I didn't treat you quite as good as I should have.
Maybe I didn't love you quite as often as I could have.
Little things I should have said and done, I just never took the time.
But you were always on my mind,
you were always on my mind.
Maybe I didn't hold you all those lonely, lonely times
and I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine.
If I made you feel second best, girl I'm sorry I was blind
you were always on my mind, you were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died,
give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied, satisfied.
Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time.
You were always on my mind
you were always on my mind
you were always on my mind
you were always on my mind.

[  I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible.
How it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you.
It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses
of chardonnay you drink with girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every
detail and wonder what you did wrong? or how you could have misunderstood?
And how in the hell, for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy?
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. 
And after all that, however long "all that" may be you'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people
who make you feel won'thwhile again and little pieces of your soul will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted that will eventually begin to fade. ]

Micaela

Dios es justo.

Inquieta, orgullosa pero honesta

y amable con los demás. Le gusta
rodearse de amistades a quienes
da mucha importancia. Tiene
una gran voluntad que hace que
casi siempre logre sus objetivos.

De sentimientos fuertes y muy
leal a la persona que ama.

A veces parece dura pero, una vez que se abre a los demás
es leal y considerada.

Es de quejarse con facilidad, pero tiene buen sentido del humor.
Es formal, práctica y en la amistad es confiable, constante y amable.

Es emotiva aunque le cuesta demostrarlo.
Le gusta impresionar a su pareja, a la cual respeta y cuida.
Prefiere una pareja estable en la cual encuentre apoyo y seguridad.
Es muy romántica e idealista.
A veces es un poco controladora y exigente.